GO AWAY*

> Monday, October 18, 2004
4:10 PM

2dae got rehearsal 4 open house so hav 2 stay bac.wah lau move da instruments, stands n all 2 da hall so tirin man, stoopit skool no lift.kaex b4 i go on, 4got 2 say dat melissa n huiru chg instruments lehz.melissa(ng)now play tuba, so shockin rite, fr clarinet jump 2 tuba, if u ask me 2 play tuba i tink i would quit, euph iz big enough liaoz.den huiru play trumpet lorz, melissa not happi n heard fr ppl dat she cry.anywaz, so brin all da instruments up liao, watch c.o n guzheng play den huiru keep askin me how 2 buzz.i mean if she wanna learnt how she should ask her senior rite not me cos i not her senior wat den i say i take my mouthpiece n show her she dun 1.wateva, so our turn liao n bring all da instruments up n took quite long 2 settle.wah lau my position ah so bad lehz, da spotlights shinin n me lorz n it's so hot.i noe i veli good la but no need shine so mani spotlights on me rite?( jokin jokin, i where got good)i so nervous leh n didn't relli play n can tell dat every1 oso played not so well.i so dumb lorz, dare not blow loud cos euph onli got 2 ppl n i scared i play wrong.anywaz mrs wong came n lecture us den every1 had 2 move da instruments down again, so sux.go bac 2 da band room jasmine looked bu shuang n i noe dat we were gonna get punished liaoz.she ask questions but no 1 answered so she giv us 20 secs 2 fall in at da canteen in a straight line.every1 run lyk siao den she want us 2 fall in accordin 2 height in 10 secs. i so short so hav 2 stand near da front n so qiao all da euphs stand 2gether lehz, almos same height. made us tuck in our shirt den jasmine go round check, den after made us ans loudly 2 her questions.if ppl walk past dey would tink it's u.g trainin ah.den horz i nearly died when phyllis told me 2 c her after band.i was tinkin wat did i do wrong n was i gonna suffer da fate of eileen?wah lau i relli scared lorz n when we go inside da band room da whole time i was tinkin bout it.i tot it's b'cos i nvm shout loud enuf lorz n ltr she would gimme voice trainin lehz.deb ask me questions n i ans her so deadly, 4 da 1st time i wish band nv end.aftr band i go c her but it turns out she not gona gimme scoldin, she jus say nxt time mus help wenqi take da stands n files when she conductin cos we a section n mus help each other.i feel so heng sia.thx 2 my senior i did not kana virus ah, jus now nut send me da 'funni' file, luckily i did not accept.haiz...still worried bout whether i can perform.kaex shall end here...buaiz

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